bliss-sad's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- far between Now, I know I'm being a little bit dramatic when I say this, but....fuck it. I AM a little dramatic.... I keep having these moments--usually on the hour-plus ride home from work--where my life seems incredibly overwhelming and I feel completely alone. Frighteningly alone and ridiculously overwhelmed. I have such a hard time even taking myself seriously when I'm depressed. Does that make sense? Like, I feel all down about something and the more I think about it, the more I feel stupid for feeling sad. The fucked up thing is, I think in the long run, that whole process leaves me feeling even worse. People always think I'm joking when I say that it sucks being a human, but I mean it. I genuinely feel like I suck at being a person right now. I'm really hoping that one of these days I'll stumble upon some of that self-confidence stuff people are always going on about. 6:40 p.m. - 01.16.13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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