bliss-sad's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - There's supposed to be some incredible wind blowing through tonight. Another derecho, supposedly. The new house we bought for my father in law has a bunch of solar panels on it and I'm just hoping they make it through. I suppose I should be more worried about the house that I'm actively living in, but....I am just so looking forward to having my life back the way it was. I miss feeling free, wearing whatever I want, listening to music at whatever volume I wanted, cooking whatever I wanted, or just cooking in general without someone watching me and commenting on every move. Even if it's not always criticism, which it mostly is, the constant commentary is just as bad. I hate being watched. I hate feeling constricted. We're all so triggered and unhappy and I hope that the answer is on the horizon. Only a couple of weeks yet until we're out of probate. 4:04 p.m. - 12.15.21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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