bliss-sad's Diaryland
Diary
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Can't sleep. Can't handle the dark. I've had a headache since Saturday....
Gave the eulogy at my grandmother's funeral today. Buried my friend on Tuesday. Its been the worst week of my life. I can't stop seeing it. I have nightmares. I wonder if I'll be able to come back from this. I hope so. I'm so scared of being alone right now. I can process the loss; I can't process finding her----seeing her like that. I can't forget how cold she was, the way her skin felt. I can't forget how her face was swollen, discolored, stiff. What do I do with these images? How do you erase the worst moments of tour life? How do you face the darkness? The fear? How do you come back?
8:39 p.m. - 08.28.14
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