bliss-sad's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Today is my 33rd birthday. I woke up at 5:00 to go get donuts for my coworkers. I also got myself a gigantic cup of iced coffee. I watched the sun come up while listening to Vienna by Billy Joel and thought about how fucking far I've come--how proud of myself I truly am. I had a small cry (the good kind), one of profound catharsis and cleansing. At the risk of being a total bummer, when I was a teenager, and even into my early twenties, I just assumed I'd be dead by now. For a long time, I assumed I'd take myself out and even when I stopped being, like, actively suicidal, I still couldn't see a future at all. Yet here I am. Kind of thriving. We leave for our vacation tomorrow. I celebrate 10 years of marriage next week. It's good. Aries season is in full force. 7:55 a.m. - 04.14.22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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