bliss-sad's Diaryland Diary

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It was such a beautiful day yesterday and today the winter sky is here--grey and hazy and kind of sunless.

The leaves have almost all fallen, snow is forecasted for the weekend.

I've had a headache for a couple days now and I'm more exhausted than I've been in quite a while. I assume it's stress or anxiety or depression or something.

Things with my father in law have been very quiet--I've been going to bed shortly after coming home this week, so we haven't spoken too much. I feel bad, but it's hard for me to expend a lot of social energy when Devon is working nights. This is my time to be selfish and restore myself.

I'm preoccupied about what to make for dinner tonight, even though I should be focusing on my work right now: learning about motors and reducers and bearings and bushings and how they all fit together.

Maybe that's why my brain hurts--trying to cram so much in it.

10:18 a.m. - 11.10.21

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