bliss-sad's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - A great day with my best friend. Coffee and uncontrollable laughter and small adventure. We each dropped a slightly ridiculous amount of money on plants, joking nonstop that surely THIS will be the hobby that cures our depression. I bought a bunch of succulents and ridiculous containers to plant them in. At the garden store, I helped a sweet older lady working in the office use mail merge in Microsoft word. That was random and delightful. It was what my soul needed; I woke up so depressed. I've been going through an emotional low for a while, as my weird crazy person cycle dictates. Octobers are always hard for me. I always get really intense intrusive thoughts about suicide this time of year.
12:32 a.m. - 10.24.20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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