bliss-sad's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - My husband never called me back yesterday. I shouldn't be surprised and I shouldn't take it personally, but sometimes am. Sometimes I do. I feel so low. The rational side of my brain is like, dude, it's been no time at all and there's ice cream in the freezer. Enjoy yourself. The BPD part of my brain, however, is certain I will never feel love or joy ever again. I hate when I can see that I'm not seeing clearly. I haven't been abandoned. I am loved. I am safe. These feelings are real but they aren't rational. 11:22 a.m. - 12.26.18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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