bliss-sad's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - I don't think I remember the past. I think what I remember became my past. Yesterday I talked about the day I begged a man to shoot me for the first time in a decade. I also talked candidly about the man who I shared that day with for the first time....maybe ever. It brought up such intense and incredible feelings of shame and sadness. I didn't realize I still had the capacity to feel like that. Today I have a strong emotional hangover. I don't want to remember and I hate that I have to. 2:02 p.m. - 07.12.17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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