bliss-sad's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Devon's car got out of the shop yesterday around six in the evening. It was dead on the side of the road by 8 this morning. And all I can think is, "Of course." It's so fitting, so unbelievably representative of the last few months of our lives. One step forward, twelve steps back. I can't believe I'm tearing up and ready to cry over this stupid fucking car...but there's also so much more than that. It's this stupid fucking life. It's this unyielding misery and frustration with no redeeming qualities or moments. I'm not sure if my marriage is okay. I know I'm not. Devon sure the fuck isn't. I am very aware of everything crashing down around me, but I just don't care enough to fix it anymore. 9:19 a.m. - 02.18.15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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